Exciting News!!!!!!!!!!!

http://www.seattlepi.com/tvguide/404522_tvgif1.html

I think he'll [Wiliam Petersen] do a few [more episodes] as he said he would. I think if they can craft some special stories for him... I think Jorja [Fox] will as well.

OMG This is very very very very very very very very good news!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Here comes a geek!baby, I can feel it! Please, God, let it be soon!!!!!!!!!!!

~Kristen
(http://butterfli4life.livejournal.com/5357.html)

I Kiss a Wolf

I am NOT a huge Jacob fan. He's cool, and I wouldn't mind one of my own, but I'm Team Edward ALL THE WAY.

However, I found this video:



on Youtube, and it is SOOOOO FUNNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Here are the lyrics:

This was always the way I planned

Yep, my intentions

Jake looked so brave, bold, hot man

Lost a little discretion

It’s not what I’m used to

Fire instead of ice,

I got a crush, all on you,

Ever since New Moon!

I kissed a wolf and I liked it!

Taste of his heated wolf lips,

I kissed a wolf, just to try it

I hope my Edward don’t mind it,

It felt so wrong, it felt so right

So much better than Edward in Twilight

I kissed a wolf and I liked it

I liked it!

No, unlike Edward, I like your smell

Hot, earth matter

You’re great compared to Mike Newton

He’s just got human nature

It’s not what good girls do,

Not when they are engaged!

Oh, I just can’t choose,

‘Cause this is Eclipse!

I kissed a wolf and I liked it!

Taste of his heated wolf lips,

I kissed a wolf, just to try it

I hope my Edward don’t mind it,

It felt so wrong, it felt so right

So much better than Edward in Twilight,

I kissed a wolf and I liked it

I liked it!

Those wolves, they’re great, all of the Pack

Hot skin, ripped bod, best from the back!

Paul, Quil, Embry, and Jacob Black

Too good to deny it

Ain’t not big deal, Edward ain’t here!

I kissed a wolf and I liked it!

Taste of his heated wolf lips,

I kissed a wolf, just to try it

I hope my Edward don’t mind it,

It felt so wrong, if felt so right

So much better than Edward in Twilight,

I kissed a wolf and I liked it

I liked it!

I swear, this is going to be my anthem.

Song of the Week

The new song-of-the-week is "Supermassive Black Hole" by Muse,because I'm in a Twilight mood (when am I not?). Muse is pretty cool if you're into instrumental off-beat music. "Sing for Absolution" is my favorite on of theirs. Anyways, Supermassive is the song that plays during the baseball scene in the Twilight movie = bonus points!

P.S. Muse is one of Stephenie's 'inspiration' bands.

P.P.S. Hannah, this is the song that I couldn't remember. Told you I would figure it out!!!!

Lyrics:

Oh baby dont you know I suffer?
Oh baby can you hear me moan?
You caught me under false pretenses
How long before you let me go?

You set my soul alight
You set my soul alight
(You set my soul alight)

Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
(You set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the 'supermassive'

I thought I was a fool for no-one
Oh baby I'm a fool for you
You're the queen of the superficial
And how long before you tell the truth

You set my soul alight
You set my soul alight
(You set my soul alight)

Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
(You set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the 'supermassive'

Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole

Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
(You set my soul alight)

Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
(You set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole

LOVE

That's it.

It's done.

I have found my soul mate.

TAYLOR LAUTNER PLAYS ROCK BAND.

Yes.

I know.

I'm insane.

But you know you love it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~KC

Song of the Week

Okaaaaaayyyyyyyy, it's has been a REALLY REALLY long time since I've done song of the week on here, but I'm starting again now.This week's song, starting last Sunday, is "Don't Forget" by Demi Levato. It's a really pretty, sad song, and we all know I love sad songs.

BTW, I hate that I LOVE Demi Levato's music. It's so teeny-bopper cliche crap. Bleh. Whatevs.

Lyrics:

Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me

Did you regret
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left to forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

So now I guess
This is where we
Have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget

We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
At all

And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget please don't forget us

But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us

Check it out!

~Kristen

Songs of the Week

Okay, so I haven't been online hardly at all lately, so I'm behind a week on the Song of the Week. And since I probably won't have time to do the new one Sunday, I'm just going to do it now.

Last week's song was "Run" by Snow Patrol. I could blab on and on about how much I love Snow Patrol, but I will spare you and refrain.

Instead of posting the lyrics, here is an amazing music video to the song that I love and have savd on my hard drive:




Next week's song will be "You're Not Sorry, The CSI Mix" by Taylor Swift, in honor of the CSI episode tonight. I am so excited that two of my favorite things are being combined. I am SOOOOOO jealous of her.

The promo for the episode is here:


BTW, "You're Not Sorry, the CSI Mix" is the song playing in the background, and Nick is the one who's always on the cases.

And lyrics are here:

All this time I was wasting hoping you would come around
I’ve been giving out chances everytime and all you do is let me down
And its taking me this long but baby I figured you out
And you think it will be fine again but not this time around

You don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I won’t believe you baby like I did before
You’re not sorry no more, no more, no

Lookin’ so innocent
I might believe you if I didn’t know
Could’a loved you all my life
If you hadn’t left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I’m tired of being last to know
And now you’re asking me to listen
Cuz its worked each time before

But you don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last strawDon’t want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I don’t believe you baby like I did before
You’re not sorry no no no noo
You’re not sorry no no no noo

You had me calling for you honey
And it never would’ve gone away no
You use to shine so bright
But I watched our love it fade

So you don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There’s nothing left to beg for

And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I won’t believe you baby like I did before

Love you all!!! Enjoy!!!!

~Kristen

New Song of the Week

New Song-of-the-Week is "Connect the Dots" by The Spill Canvas. I believe I downloaded this in a Twilight fanmix from Edward's perspective, and if so it fits very well. It's great by itself, though. Just a sweet, romantic, holding-hands-on-the-beach sort of song. I LOVE it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lyrics:

If your feet hurt from walking too much,
then I will tend to them, with a velvet touch.
If your lungs just don't want to work today,
then I'll perform a mouth to mouth until you're okay.

Don't you just love the feeling of my fingertips,
circling your lips.
Don't you just love the desire taking hold of you,
I can tell you do.
I know all your favorite spots,
and tonight we will connect the dots.

If your muscles are wound up and tight,
then I will loosen up the knots until it feels right.
If your ears just ache from listening,
then I'll supply the remedy in the melodies I sing.

Don't you just love the feeling of my fingertips,
circling your lips.
Don't you just love the desire taking hold of you,
well I can tell you do.
I know all your favorite spots,
and tonight we will connect the dots.

Don't you just love the feeling of my fingertips,
circling your lips.
Don't you just love the desire taking hold of you,
well I can tell you do.
I know all your favorite spots,
and tonight we will connect the dots.

Dedicated to Hannah, because she knows why.

Traci

I don't know how I found her, but there is this girl on YouTube and her name is Traci J. Hines. She mostly does Disney song covers, but there are some other songs in there as well. I think she impersonates (not sure if that is the right word) Disney Princesses for a living. She is very pretty and has a LOVELY voice. I always enjoy watching her videos. Her latest video that she posted is a cover of the song "Legacy" by Nicole Nordeman. Even if you don't watch it, read the long description. It is so refreshing and wonderful to find someone who has their priorities straight. Here is the link to the video.

Good job, Traci!!!!!!!!!

Dreamings . . .

So, I've been hearing about 'dream pairings' at different places online, like the 'Dream Team' for Twilight before Rob and Kris was Gaspard Uliel (sp?) and Emily Browning.

I got to thinking what my dream pairing would be, dream pairing meaning the best possible pairing of an actor and an actress. I don't really have roles in mind for them, but I think if Zac Efron and Kristen Stewart were paired together, it could be amazing. Zac has the possibility for mind-blowing chemistry, and so does Kristen, and if the two of them had chemistry TOGETHER it would SPECTACULAR. So yeah, that's my dream pairing.

Zac Efron <3 Kristen Stewart

Ta-da!!!!And it's really wierd because I saw today (online) that Kristen would not be presenting with Robert at the Oscars, but she might be presenting with Zac. I did NOT steal the idea. And no, this has nothing to do with the fact that I have an amazingly huge crush on Zac and Kristen has the same name as I do. Nothing at all. Really. : P

~Kristen

I Feel Like Crap

Lately I’ve been getting a lot of migraines. A LOT. And I don’t know why.

(My mom thinks it’s because I haven’t been on a regular sleeping schedule, which is true. I get up at 5 AM, got to bed in between 9:15 and 10:45, and I often take a couple of catnaps during the day.)

The last couple of days I’ve been trying to be asleep by 9:30 and not take any naps. But the past three days I’ve done that, I’ve gotten migraines all three days. The past two days weren’t too bad, it was more like a headache lurking in the shadows waiting for me to take a wrong step so it could take hold.

But they’re getting really, really annoying . . . like I-get-majorly-pissed-off annoying. Yes, THAT annoying. The one I had Monday was horrible. I took 2 Motrin, and they barely helped. I just had to deal with it. Add to that the fact that I had a lot of school to get done, had been sitting in the car for 2 hours, one of the keys on my laptop popped off and I spent an hour getting it back on, the sun was glaring in my eyes, it was cold outside but hot in the car, and I couldn’t find anything on my iPod to listen to . . . well, that equals me wanting to lay down on my bed and bawl like a baby for no particular reason. I talked to Megan about it, and she suggested ice cream (or frozen Oreos), Pride & Prejudice (or other cry-worthy movie), and THEN I could cry. It was fantastic advice. But, like I said, I was behind on school, so that didn’t happen. It sucked. Majorly. I listened to The Fray (my emo music) all night.

It certainly did NOT help my emotional state in the least, which has been precariously balancing on the knife edge of crying myself to sleep every night.

And do you want to know the really wierd part? Grissom gets migraines. Yeah. Freaky. My favorite character of all time has a health condition and I get it too. Which is just like Hannah having psoriasis and then it turns out I might have it as well. It's freaking me out. In fact, it's kind of like that movie Bedtime Stories, which I haven't seen, where the kids say things in the story and it happens in real life. Well, not that much, but kind of.

So yeah, I’m surely ya’ll wanted to hear about that. But I got it out, so I feel better. And tired. I think I’ll go to sleep now.

G’night.

GSR Video

This video is so pretty, and perfect for the song.



Enjoy, I sure did!

New Song of the Week

In honor of the wonderful Ms. Hannah and her Top-Purple-winning dance solo at Club Days, the song of the week is "Feelin' Good" by Michael Buble.

Don't get me wrong, I love this song and think it's amazing in it's own right.

Lyrics:

Birds flying high
You know how I feel
Sun in the sky
You know how I feel
Breeze driftin' on by
You know how I feel

It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me

And I'm feeling good,
I'm feeling good

Fish in the sea
You know how I feel
River running free
You know how I feel
Blossom on the tree
You know how I feel

It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me

And I'm feeling good
Dragonfly out in the sun you know what I mean, don't you know
Butterflies all havin' fun you know what I mean
Sleep in peace when the day is done
And this old world is a new world
And a bold world
For me, for me

Stars when you shine
You know how I feel
Scent of the pine
You know how I feel
Oh freedom is mine
And I know how I feel

It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me

And I'm feeling good

I'm feeling good
I feel so good

Taylor Swift CSI Episode!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is a very short preview for the episode that Taylor Swift is going to be in, but they usually don't come out this early. All the different girls are actually the one character who goes through life changes and is played by Taylor Swift. I think it's awesome we're going to get to see her alive, not just laying on the ground and in flashbacks. And it's so sweet that Nick's going to get close to her!!!!

Enjoy!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MxG7bzfliU0

P.S. Episode airs March 5 at 8 p.m. on CBS.

Here's the link for Thursday's new CSI episode:

http://sspeedlecsi.blogspot.com/2009/02/csi-deep-fried-and-minty-fresh-preview.html

I usually don't post them here, but this one made me laugh (about/during the show) for the first time since Grissom left. I'll be watching Thursday.

New Song of the Week . . .

is "Running Up That Hill" by Placebo. I first heard it on a CSI episode, then I looked it up, downloaded it, and have since become obsessed with it. It's an amazing song, and you can see the clip where it was featured in CSI here:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RKWfu_YuNc8

I recommend watching it, if only for the reason that it's one of my fav scenes ever. : )

This song certainly ranks in my top 25 favorites of all time.

Lyrics:

It doesn't hurt me.
Do you want to feel how it feels?
Do you want to know, know that it doesn't hurt me?
Do you want to hear about the deal that I'm making?
You,
It's you and me.

And if I only could, I'd make a deal with God,
And I'd get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
Be running up that building.
Say, If I only could, oh...

You don't want to hurt me,
But see how deep the bullet lies.
Unaware, I'm tearing you asunder.
Ooh, There is thunder in our hearts.
Is there so much hate for the ones who love?
Tell me we both matter don't we?
You,
It's you and me,
It's you and me who won't be unhappy.

And if I only could, I'd make a deal with God,
And I'd get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
Be running up that building.
Say, If I only could, oh...
You, It's you and me,
It's you and me who won't be unhappy.

Come on baby, come on darling
Let me steal this moment from you now
Oh come on angel, come on come on darlin'
Let's exchange the experience oh...

And if I only could, I'd make a deal with God,
And I'd get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
With no problems...

Say if I only could, I'd make a deal with God,
And I'd get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
With no problems...

Say if I only could,
I'd make a deal with God,
And I'd get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill, With no problems...

Say, If I only could...
Oh...Be running up that hill,
With no problems...

If only I could,
Be running up that hill...

My online Chemistry class takes place in a kind of ‘meeting room’, which is only open during a certain time, i.e. class time. Thus, from 1:10 to 2:50 every Thursday the room is open. The teacher only logs in about 1: 15 and class usually ends around 2: 40. The teacher can log out when class is over, but the room is still open until the time block is over. Occasionally, students will stay late (after the teacher) to chat and everything while the meeting room is still open. Last week, there were only three people who stayed late: myself, Candice, and Josh. This past Thursday, the three of us were the ones who stayed late again. Our conversation went roughly like this:

Me = M
Candice = C
Josh = J

J: It’s us three again!

C: We should start a club or something.

M: Yeah, we should! What would we call ourselves?

J: The Last Three

M (at the same time): The Stay-Laters

C: The Gangsta Krill *(this is me. The gangsta krill thing is a Chemistry class inside joke which I will explain later)* Stay Laters Last Three!!!

M: Wow. That sounds intimidating. We could just say our name and all would fall at our feet! We could take over the world!

J: Not really.

C: We totally could!

/A little later/ *(Me again. When the teacher isn’t logged in, generic classical music plays in the background. There are never any vocals.)*

C: There’s a guy singing. That’s weird. There’s never any singing.

J: Yeah

M: That’s really weird.

C: It sounds like Josh Groban.

M: Yeah. This should be our theme song!

C: We just say our name, sing our Josh Groban song, and all fall at our feet!

M: Yo! It’s the Gangsta-Krill-Last-Three-Stay-Laters! Be afraid! Be very afraid!

J: Wow.

Hope you enjoyed this little clip of the hilarity of my Chemistry class and fellow students. Join me again next week for my new episode: “The Gangsta Krill”. This is Kristen, signing off. *ggrssscrklgrs*

A Letter from God to Women

When I created the heavens and the earth, I spoke them into being. When I created man, I formed him and breathed life into his nostrils. But you, woman, I fashioned after I breathed the breath of life into man because your nostrils are too delicate. I allowed a deep sleep to come over him so I could patiently and perfectly fashion you. Man was put to sleep so that he could not interfere with the creativity.From one bone, I fashioned you. I chose the bone that protects man's life. I chose the rib, which protects his heart and lungs and supports him, as you are meant to do. Around this one bone, I shaped you.... I modeled you. I created you perfectly and beautifully.Your characteristics are as the rib, strong yet delicate and fragile. You provide protection for the most delicate organ in man, his heart. His heart is the center of his being; his lungs hold the breath of life. The rib cage will allow itself to be broken before it will allow damage to the heart. Support man as the rib cage supports the body. You were not taken from his feet, to be under him, nor were you taken from his head, to be above him. You were taken from his side, to stand beside him and be held close to his side.

You are my perfect angel.....You are my beautiful little girl. You have grown to be a splendid woman of excellence and my eyes fill when I see the virtues in your heart.

Your eyes......don't change them.

Your lips - how lovely when they part in prayer.

Your nose, so perfect in form.

Your hands so gentle to touch.

I've caressed your face in your deepest sleep.I've held your heart close to mine.

Of all that lives and breathes, you are most like me. Adam walked with me in the cool of the day, yet he was lonely. He could not see me or touch me. He could only feel me. So everything I wanted Adam to share and experience with me, I fashioned in you; my holiness, my strength, my purity, my love, my protection and support. You are special because you are an extension of me.

Man represents my image, woman my emotions. Together, you represent the totality of God.

So man......treat women well. Love her, respect her, for she is fragile but yet strong at the same time.

~Author unknown

Thanks to Megan for this - I think I'm going to cry. :')

Read this:

http://sspeedlecsi.blogspot.com/2009/02/billy-with-his-star-photos.html

I just want to say a huge 'Congratulations' to Billy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He really deserves this and I'm happy for him.

New Song of the Week

Ta-da! I have a new song of week for you guys!!! It is: “Watch the Wind Blow By” by Tim McGraw. The lyrics are good, but the song/tune itself is even better. I have loved this song for a long, long time.


Creek goes rippling by
I’ve been barefooting all day with my baby
Brown leaves have started falling
Leading the way

I like it best just like this
Doing nothing all the way
So let’s lay down in the tall grass
Dreaming away

And all I wanna do is let it be and be with you
And watch the wind blow by
All I wanna see is you and me go on forever
Like the clear blue sky
Slowly
There’s only
You and I
And all I wanna do is watch the wind blow by

Girl, you know you told me not so long ago
To let it go, then let it pass
And all your troubles and your sorrows
They won’t last

So let me kiss ya now, little darlin’
Beneath this autumn moon
Cold winds and other seasons
Will be here soon

And all I wanna do is let it be and be with you
And watch the wind blow by
All I wanna see is you and me go on forever
Like the clear blue sky
Slowly
There’s only
You and I
And all I wanna do is watch the wind blow by

All I wanna do is watch the wind blow by
All I wanna do is watch the wind blow by

~Kristen

Livejournal

Well, I've stuck my neck out there and made my first real LiveJournal post with an LJ cut and everything.

Basically, what I'm going to do is take all the icons, banners, headers, wallpapers, etc. that I have saved on my computer and put them on there so that you guys can look at them and pick out which ones you like. The post has more info.

This batch includes Taylor Swift icons and a banner.

The link for the post is here:

http://butterfli4life.livejournal.com/1190.html#cutid1

Or the link for my journal:

http://butterfli4life.livejournal.com/

Drop a note and let me know what you think!!!! Pretty please?

Kristen : ) <3

New Song of the Week

The new song of the week is "Leave Out All the Rest" by Linkin Park. I really couldn't help myself. It is SO amazing, and it's a Twilight song AS WELL AS a CSI song (it's on the Twilight soundtrack, and it was featured in a CSI episode), so that just seals the deal. I really hope that if you haven't listened to it, you'll check it out and love it too!

Lyrics:

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
'Cause no one else cared
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here?
So, if you're asking me, I want you to know . . .

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid
Of taking my beating
I've shared what I made
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
So, if you're asking me, I want you to know . . .

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Some one else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside you've learned to hid so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

CSI - Grissom's Departure - A Happy GSR End - My Take

Okay, so if you aren't a CSI addict (like me) and didn't watch "One to Go" Thursday (like I did), then I just have to fill you in.


And don't run because you don't watch CSI or don't know what it's about, because I'm going to tell you all you need to know. This is just me ranting. So please, stay?


First of all, it had been advertised that it was Grissom's last episode. Everyone (well, the avid CSI fans) had known this was coming since last summer, and maybe even before that. We just weren't sure when. It was set to premiere last May, but got pushed back because of the writer's strike and the short season, etc. So, no, it didn't blindside me.


However, being able to look forward to something doesn't make the pain less. In fact, it can make it worse.


So, a couple of weeks ago, the episode BEFORE this one aired, and I/we got treated to all the team's WTF?! faces when Grissom announced he was leaving. Catherine claimed she knew has was leaving before he knew it, and I can believe that she did. Greg gave this heart-wrenching speech about how he (Grissom) had changed his life, and Nick got one of the most heartfelt one-liners Grissom has ever said: "You were the best student I ever had".



So yeah, that was emotional.



Add into the mix that in November 2007, Grissom's one true love, Sara, left Las Vegas because she couldn't emotionally deal with the death/stress anymore. (By the way, we had been waiting for the Grissom Sara relationship, henceforth known as 'GSR', which translates as 'Grissom Sara Romance' since Season 1, Episode 2. It took them until Season 6, Episode 26, to get together. That is 6 freaking seasons of flirting and sexual tension and heartache and meltdowns . . . need I go on? Then we FINALLY get some very romantic, sweet moments that proved to us that GSR really was the only true OTP the universe has ever seen). Anyways, the love of his life walks out the door after a VERY nice kiss (the first we'd seen) and leaves him with a 'Dear John' letter. On a side note, at this point they were engaged.



So she's gone.



The world has ended.



And what does Grissom, the emotionally stunted (I love this man, but truly, when it comes to people, he is the BIGGEST idiot) entomologist, do? Go and get her, I hear you say? No.



He.



Doesn't.



Go.



So, it's a year later, one of their bestest friends ever dies in a gang-related shooting, and Sara comes back for the investigation and the funeral. And we have this very romantic scene of them on the bed and her head on his shoulder and their hands clasped, etc. etc. See here:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5cInYeNEKE0

(cue squees)



She's back. But she doesn't stay, because she gets involved in a case that was important to her years ago, and she gets hurt. So she goes. But not before Grissom the Emotional Idiot gives her this little talk about how sometimes the girl needs to leave the guy. And when she asks whether they're talking about the case or themselves, he doesn't say anything.



Nothing.



Just leaves her to make her own conclusions. So she leaves again, and this time she doesn't tell him where she's going.



A couple of months later, he gets this video over e-mail:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zfjesrld3dc&feature=related

HEART-WRENCHING, I KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




Sara didn't fool me with her little "I'm happy" for a dadburned minute. She had been infatuated with Grissom for YEARS. There was NO WAY she was over him, just like that. It was sort of a last chance for Grissom to clean his act up.



Well, we don't find out his decision until 1 minute left in the episode where he's leaving.



But before that, and to get back to "One to Go", Grissom's walking down the hall, seeing everyone going about their own respective jobs - seeing them for the last time. I'm bawling by this time (the gorgeous piano/violin ensemble isn't helping). On top of this, for reasons I won't get into, I don't really trust the CSI writers. They've screwed with me/us too many times. So I sincerely believed there was a chance Grissom was just going to walk out of the lab and that would be the end of it. Here's the clip:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cgttpl_OzRU

(Just LISTEN to that music. It is seriously the most beautiful music I've ever heard.)



But then, joy of joys, we see him in the jungle is his stupid Panama hat (that hat has a long history) with his GPS and his backpack. He sees a bug (remember, this is Grissom-the-bug-obsessed) and he GLANCES at it. I'm not kidding! HE JUST WALKS RIGHT BY A BUG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That was a clue, then, that something pretty freaking important was going on.



And then he stops.



The camera pans around.



And Sara's there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)



GSR fans erupt cheering from their couches everywhere!!!!!!



No words are needed.



She can't believe he's there.



He can't believe it either.



He reaches for her.



They're in each other's arms.



They're kissing.


And the credits roll.



I die happy.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=thj_-ZH30Rk&feature=related


P.S. If you watch the videos it helps. A lot.

P.P.S. I watched that last scene about 7 times in a row the first time I found it on YouTube, then I downloaded it and continue to watch it at least once a day. I still just can't believe it actually happened.

~Kristen

New Song of the Week

The new song-of-the-week is "Lion" by Rebecca St. James. This is THE Twilight song. Period. Every line, every phrase, every word has EDWARD written all over it. I can't believe that this song was written without him in mind. And the line "But the lion is an angel" could come straight out of the book. I'm dumbfounded that this song exists. Treat yourself to the lyrics:

Lion by Rebecca St. James

Mysterious, that’s what I call you
I’m curious about you
I’m scared and not sure that you are safe
But your eyes seem to say that you are good

This is not a dream that I’m living
This is just a world of your own
You took me from all that I knew
Shown me how it feels to hope

With you with me, facing tomorrow together
I can learn to fly
Feels like I’m living in a lion’s mouth
But the lion is an angel

Wise eyes, you see the core of me
Your gentleness melts me
And now I know that words cannot describe
The power that I feel when I’m with you

This is not a dream that I’m living
This is just a world of your own
You took me from all that I knew
Shown me how it feels to hope

With you with me, facing tomorrow together
I can learn to fly
Feels like I’m living in a lion’s mouth
But the lion is

Peace and power, love forever
Who am I to stand before you?
I am speechless, but in my weakness
You are here and all is well

You took me from all that I knew
Shown me how it feels to hope

With you with me, facing tomorrow together
I can learn to fly
Feels like I’m living in a lion’s mouth
But the lion is an angel

This is not a dream that I’m living
This is just a world of your own
You took me from all that I knew
Shown me how it feels to hope

With you with me, facing tomorrow together
I can learn to fly
Feels like I’m living in a lion’s mouth
But the lion is an angel
Is an angel

Taylor Swift on CSI

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My life is complete (except for the whole cross-between-Edward-and-Zac thing)!!!

Taylor Swift -- 'CSI' Star?! - http://extratv.warnerbros.com/2009/01/taylor_swift_--_csi_star.php
Posted by ExtraTV Staff on January 13, 2009 5:42 AM
County cutie Taylor Swift has conquered the music charts -- now she's trying out the TV world.
The 19-year-old will appear in an upcoming episode of the CBS hit "CSI: Crime Scene Investigation."
In a press release, CBS stated, "Swift will play Haley Jones, a teenage girl whose family runs a seedy Vegas motel. Over the course of a year, Haley goes through a series of changes that have tragic consequences."
"CSI" executive producer Carol Mendelsohn tells Us Weekly, "Before Christmas, we reached out to Taylor Swift because one of the CBS executives had told me, 'Taylor loves your show.' So Taylor came in to meet with me right before the holidays and we talked about the character."
Taylor's role is not the sweet teen America has become accustomed to. Mendelsohn told the star, "I said, 'it's a very edgy part, this may not be what you want. But she said, 'I love it, and I want to do it.'"
Don't expect Swift to be flaunting her long blonde culrs. "This young girl will change physically, will change her hair," Mendelsohn said. "I mean, clearly, your outward manifestation reflects the turmoil that's inside of you, and so it's really a very challenging role."
The episode is slated to air in late February or early March.

New Quote of the Week

The new quote of the week is from "The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian".


Peter: "That's the problem with girls; they can't carry a map in their heads."

Lucy: "That's because our heads have something in them."